Currently Congratulations By MGMT see related

i told you i was gonna bring it back.

i really don't have much to say though. except we went to the river for memorial day. had an incredible good time. and now i'm recovering. i'm starving. as usual.

i didnt know we got higher channels on cable. so i'm watchin a lifetime movie on lmn.  its about internet porn addiction. how fun.

yeah, thats it.

so, i'm pretty much in shock that  i remembered my password. for the past 30 min, i read a few of my recent posts as well as one from harper and katelyn. and i was determined to remember. score.

there is absolutely no way i could possibly update you on everything. but in fact, i realized as i read the past few that i went into way too much detail. but on the otherhand, you know you enjoyed it.

however, i will say that.... i'm a senior in college now. in nursing school at southern. pretty crazy i would say. i'm ready to get outttt. i just moved to hat and got an apt for like 3 months and couldnt stand my roommate so i moved home yesterday. thats pretty sad.  BUT i only lost my deposit, so i'm cool with it. just time to get a job now. lovely.  i'm pretty sure that everyone knows that i don't wanna job judging by my lack of the actual search. whatever.

oh. and as far as the love life goes.. i dated a guy.. adam.. the majority of 2009. and we broke up. we had a lot of issues. and so i tried to date another guy for a while. that didn't work out AT ALL. so what happens? well.. i hung out with adam again. and now we're back together. he's changed. i've changed. i think it'll work this time. guess we'll see.

i'm starving. hard core.

btw. i have a new best friend. danielle. we weren't so fond of each other in high school. funny how time changes things. but i love her. just wanted to share that.

well, that's about it. other than the fact my little baby kitty (aka mr kit) ran away in january. and i still miss him. come back to meeeee.

alright. i think this is sufficient.

hi again. so i had a random craving for xanga. hey, it happens.

i'm currently texting harper about it. he thinks we should start back. guess what? you all have subscription digests... mwuhahah. deal with it

so i have tons to fill you in on...

last time me and chance were havin our 5th month anniversary. so since then, he burned down two buildings, we got engaged, i started jones, almost got killed once, we broke up, got back together, he stole a saddle, we broke up. and nowwwwww.... i have been hanging with these lovely people: keith, wayne, jordan, will, tyler, brent, kala, kalynda. yay.

i'm actually killing time before i go to keith's for a cookout. i was about to leave and i got a text saying "hold up.. wayne backed into somebody at greer's".. oh wayne. you're special.

speaking of wayne.. he's a lifesaver. ever since the chance deal, he's made sure i had somethin to do. wednesday night, after it happened, me him and keith went and ate at mcalisters. thursday, i had night class. friday, we went to zodiac where me, jordan, and kalynda got a tray and a half of free shots. hell yes. saturday, we went 4wheeler ridin, and sunday, we rode motorcycles.

p.s. if you go to chili's in hat, you might have a transvestite as a waitress. just a warning.

ok well its safe for me to leave now. hope you enjoyed gettin updated.

actually.. i don't care.

Currently Listening One X By Three Days Grace see related

well things have gotten alot better since my last random weblog entry..

chance's birthday is in like 30 minutes. he'll be twenty.

it's also our 5 month anniversary. you may not think it's a big feat, but i certainly do. we've been through alot. but we've almost made it to half a year. whoo hoo.

dude. it's been almost a year since i last posted a "weblog entry." i was randomly lookin over mine and thought.. i should probably bring back xanga. xanga let me get my feelings out. and now, since no one reads it, it's even better.

me and chance are fightin. and i'm pissed. cause it's major bull shit.

i guess it don't matter if a person changes. their past mistakes will always be brought back into the picture. whatever.

today, we went to jackson... at like 8 o'clock. can you say retarded? i can. i'm tired. i got up way too early. chance had to apply for a job at h&p. he's gonna work like two weeks off somewhere and then be back for two weeks. his plan is to do that for a little while and save up some money to get his own place.. excuse me.. OUR place.  and then he's puttin himself through real estate school and workin for some company. why am i tellin ya'll this?

oh great. he jus called. and we didn't fix anything. i'm still mad. and he's on his way over here. i have a feelin i'm gonna cry tonight.

joy.

i really need a job. and what's funny.. is that all my last entries were talkin about how i wanted to quit EP. yeah.. EP sucked ass. really. but since then.. alot has happened. shall i fill you in?

after school started, i started hangin out with harper and tiffy alot. and then i started workin at tcby. and a couple months in.. we started hangin with a new group. a northeast group. ken, zach, and logan. it was good times for a while.  me and ken dated for like a month. but we stayed good friends and i hung out with them for a couple months after that. in november, me and wil sullivan talked for about three weeks but nothin really happened. probably cause he was still datin kayla. but shh.. don't tell.  then, in december, i went to utah for a week. a much needed vaca. i stopped hangin with the crew in mid january when ken got mad at me cause i did somethin with zach. oh well.. so then, in february, i started hangin with chance and we started datin feb 9th. the day of my cousin, lauren's, weddin. it was great. i got wasted. and then, for fat tuesday, harper, danielle, gamble and myself went to mobile for the night and stayed at the apartment. i got wasted then, too. i got my nose pierced. good times.  nothin really happened for a while. spring break, i went to the coast for a while and then went campin with my family and chance. it was fun. hmmm.. at the end of march/beginnin of april sometime, me and harper got into it and stopped bein friends. which then, put a damper on me and "gambrielle's" relationship. oh well. then, around prom, me and chance broke up for like a week. but we got back together in time for prom. then came class night and graduation. which turns out to be like the best day of my life cause i never have to see all those fake ass people again. yes. after that, i went to NYC for a week with my college group at church. it was absolutely wonderful. but when i got back, me and chance broke up for three weeks. which wasnt cool at all.  i started hangin out with tyler, wayne, and brent again. which was cool. and then harper a little bit. after i went to orange beach like a couple weeks ago, chance realized how bad he had fucked up and decided to return. so i figured i'd give him another chance. and things have been great for a week so far. every day spent together. we went campin with pine and sommer last friday and had a blast.

but then there's today. and i dunno if it's cause aunt flo is visitin, or jus alot is goin on in his life.. but we've been ill with each other. it could also be the fact that we've seen each other so much. who knows. i'm sure we'll get through it. as usual.

damn. this is a long ass entry. i'm sure i'll go back and read it. because i'm bored.

yeah. i jus read it. i have no life.

oh, i forgot. i went and registered at jones last week. yay .  i decided to do honor's college. i have honor's algebra and honors biology and lab, and a honors leadership class. then regular comp 1, western civ, and psychology. i have classes everyday. and they start at 8:30. i have a feelin i'm gonna hate that. i'll live.

i miss pine and sommer. we hung out with them like four days last week but not today or yesterday.

i like smileys

well.. ok. chance is here. hope you have fun readin this.

peace niggas